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“These are our times and our responsibilities. Every human being
has a sacred duty to protect the welfare of our Mother Earth, from whom
all life comes. In order to do this, we must recognize the enemy - the one
within us. We must begin with ourselves..." Leon
Shenandoah Onondaga
Selfishness--self-centeredness! That, we think, is the root of our
troubles. Driven by a hundred forms of fear, self-delusion, self-seeking,
and self-pity, we step on the toes of our fellows and they retaliate.
Sometimes they hurt us, seemingly without provocation, but we invariably
find that at some time in the past we have made decisions based on self
which later placed us in a position to be
hurt. So our troubles,
we think, are basically of our own making. They arise out of ourselves,
and the alcoholic is an extreme example of self-will run riot, though he
usually doesn't think so. Above everything, we alcoholics must be rid of
this selfishness. We must or it kills us! God makes that possible.
And there often seems no way of entirely getting rid of self without His
aid. Many of us had moral and philosophical convictions galore, but we
could not live up to them even though we would have liked to. Neither
could we reduce our self-centeredness much by wishing or trying on our own
power. We had to have God's help. Big Book
pg. 62 Reprinted with
permission A.A.W.S. Grandfather, today let me realize my greatest enemy is within me.
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